Cancer

I'm in my room, crying my eyes out,
Hearing you suffer, hearing you are in pain.
I can't help my self for crying anymore.
So much I have inside that is hard to keep it in.

Helping you take your medicine,
is more painful that seeing you in a hospital bed.
Seeing you can't even eat like a normal person,
is more painful than knowing that your sick.

I know your tired of fighting,
I can see it, I can feel it.
But this is for your own good
because I want to see you alive.

It's been three years since it all started,
and were still fighting and suffering with u,
here, next to you, helping you.
I love you so much,
you were the woman that gave me life.

I can't help myself from suffering anymore.
If your sad, I'm sad.
If you cry, I will cry.
If your in pain, my heart is in pain.

Stupid cancer that has you like this.
I wish I could do something to help you be ok.
I can't stand seeing you like this anymore.
Three long year is already enough...